世間様とはズレた連休を取りました

あと2日お休みなんてシアワセ。
4連休だけど。

仕事はぶっちゃけるとものすごーくイヤになっている。
異動できないとしても、もう続けたくない。いろいろありすぎるのと仕事の性質上ネットでは絶対書けないのだが、まあもうウンザリなのだった。

「名探偵の掟」のエンディングの「ファイティングポーズの詩」が気に入って最近くちずさんでいる。まーまさにこのとおりの感覚。
某SNSで英訳したのをネイティブチェックしてもらったヤツがあるんで。
それをのっけます。日本語の歌詞はいろいろとヤバいからネ。

I'm waitiing for the last train
I'm really exhasted at the station in midnight
I found out that today is my birthday
because you send me a text
I am so busy that I forgot what day it was
Your smile fades away from my mobile's screen

I don't know
I don't know
I don't know what everday means
Both of my hands are full of baggage

I can't
I can't
I can't accept your love
I don't know where the destinatiion is

On weekend
I just want to lay around and eat an apple you peel for me
I can't get off and stop
I've been on this train since yesterday
Oh my dreams looks like the graffiti drawn in many years ago

I don't know
I don't know
I don't know what everday means

Who is this face I see reflected in the window?
Where am I ?
Where am I going?

And
Don't you doubt that your sweat equals the happiness you recieve?

On the wild side I become a beast
In the wild rose bush ,the flowers are bloomed
I keep going because I believe the that one day happiness will come

If I will lose and be laughed at by other peope many times
next week and the week after next week
I never give up

ここまでがんばる気持ちはもうない。今の仕事に対してはね。
もろもろのしがらみさえなければとーーーくに契約解除してるところだが。
まあ。結果待って。そのうち。